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Already?!

Faaarrrrrrk. Second year of college is already done. I Family remember last year when we were all moving out of the dorms to go back home for the summer only to come back two months later to move into our houses? And how emotional some of us were lol. And with Jackie leaving him yelling “Pentland I I I”  Damn its been a long and crazy year. I remember the week of summer I had I was so bored! And then I started summer session and Adidas was there and we would seriously melt while going to class. Then there was when Philip passed out on his birthday super fucking early and my car got towed that same night. Ha. Then finally with deciding to join a fraternity. That double edged sword. I gained a lot of friends, but also seemed to lose myself at the same along with the I family that I started college with.

I don’t remember the last time I felt this left out from the people I live with where they all bonded together and all I had was the fraternity. At times I wish I had my life pre fraternity where I didn’t have to worry about being an executive member and the chapter. Where the only thing I had to worry about was the skunks in the morning on the walk from Pentland to Lothian lol. 

I remember telling Daisy how she basically gave up her life outside of her sorority for it. If only I followed that same advice I gave her that day…

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Dressing down a dress up. I would kill for a job where I can wear this too.

Dressing down a dress up. I would kill for a job where I can wear this too.

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My house mate knocked the fuck out. Chink can sleep lol. It is pretty cool too how he doesn’t judge me and we actually joke around about my sexuality.

My house mate knocked the fuck out. Chink can sleep lol. It is pretty cool too how he doesn’t judge me and we actually joke around about my sexuality.

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Lol i saw this in my notes from the other day 

Lol i saw this in my notes from the other day 

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Oh Gosh, First Year

Here at UCR. So many things have happened this first year here. I don’t know where to even start. If someone told me that I will get close to the people that I have gotten close to, I wouldn’t have believed it. Oh how much I am going to miss everything that has happened here. Walking in the morning to Pentland I and then spending my entire day here because I get along with them better than I do with my own hall. Oh wow, and then only going back to my hall to sleep and take a shower. Hmm ugh what am I going to do during the summer and next year when the Pentland I lounge belongs to another group of first years? I know that a lot of us won’t see each other everyday, and it sucks but it is life right? I guess this just means that we need to stay in contact and actually try to talk to each other. Oh wow, looking into the lounge right now, so much shit has happened in that lounge and now it is empty from people moving out. I guess we all just have to see what happens in the next couple of months with all of us and where we end up. 

Love you Pentland I 

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